i've a secret blog

i smell good...tts how i'd msg you after i've showered
i've a sore throat...n tts how u'd noe i've juz woken up
you know me so well..
i miss you darling, so so much
i walk by the swimmin pool and i rem the nites we spent snuggling up to each other under e stars,indulging in our lil intimate tete a tete wrapped in your arms, i wish to lose myself in tt moment of reprieve once more..

i've a secret blog tt no one noes abt but you,i reckon my sisters noe thou, coz they see me bloggin sometimes, but it's still my secret blog, our secret blog

i'm so scared tt u'd forget me in there,wad if you find someone new? i wldn't even noe..somehow i'm nt expecting the letter anymore, and i'm afraid tt i almost believe tt u wldn't call either coz u might nt noe e extension number to call me, or u simply can't make overseas call there...

i feel so alone, do you even miss me as much as i miss you?'
it hurts so badly, sometimes i can't help but cry myself to slp
like tendrils, the pain slowly spreads through me and entwines me
leaving me trapped in its entanglement of numbing pain
it's so hard juz to breathe
as it only gets more and more laboured
and the tears juz dun stop flowing
it really feels like a heartbreak,
only tt it's becoz i'm missing you