Wednesday, October 28, 2009

怎么隐藏 我的悲伤
失去妳的地方
妳的发香 散的匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前
我愿意再爱一遍
想要对妳说的 不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年 妳温柔的脸
在我忘记之前

闭上眼睛 还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前
我愿意再爱一遍
想要对妳说的 不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年 妳温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里那眼泪 模糊了视线
你已经看不见

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

you neva really cared
if you did u wldnt hav let me go in e first place
and on all the other occasions as well
you will neva understand what it is like to be let go over and over again
to always be at e receivin end
to always noe tt i'm not worth fightin for
to always be reminded that u will neva love me enuff
that i will neva be able to comprehend how u can let me go so easily
coz the thot of losin u juz hurts too much to bear
that i will always wonder how you are
wonder what you are up to
wonder who is the gal you're eventually gonna marry
the gal who isnt me, and i havta keep remindin myself tt
no matter how i wish she were me, i can neva be her

that i noe tt u will neva understand what it feels like for me
that you prob will neva be able to relate to this song
coz i didnt let u go, but u did

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

its funny how u used to say that we'd always be intricately linked somehow
i guess it clearly isn't so anymore
that i will neva noe if life has been good to you
and that u'd neva noe abt mine either

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

this was created for the both of us
but i guess u forgot all abt it
it hurts
i cant help but wonder how you are
but i noe tt i'd havta stop thinkin abt you eventually

Sunday, October 4, 2009

i need to move on
tt's wad i keep tellin myself
but it's so hard to

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

i'm so fuckin pissed with you
fuckin pissed that you can do this to me
why are e tears only comin now
im so angry jaesung
so fuckin angry it hurts
hurts like it only happened juz yesterday
why tell me tt u'd fight fr me n leave me hangin like this
i noe tt u're nt good for me
i noe it myself
i ne tt u will neva fight for me
i noe tt you will neva be the man for me
but why, why does it still hurt so much
i thot wen u said tt u'd fight fr me, u meant them
tt u'd fight fr me like how i fought for u
tt u'd come surprise me and prove to me tt this time u really mean it
but u dun
u dun mean it
i tell myself tt i muz move on coz i deserve better
tt i will finally find a man who loves me enuff
who will fight for me like how i wld for him

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

i feel you my lord
i wanna feel you all around me
till my empty vessel is overflowin with my love fr you
that i will find joy and peace in your presence

Back to the start, my heart is heavy
Feels like it's time, to dream again
I hear your voice, and yes Im ready
To dance upon this barren land
Hope in my hands

Do not shut, Do not shut, Do not shut the heavens
But open up, open up, open up our hearts

Give me strength to cross the water
Keep my heart upon your altar
Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my feet dont let me falter

lead me back to you oh lord, lead me back into your kingdom