ooo somebody is tryin to be funny ar!!
baby! pls call me soon! i miss hearin ur voice!!!!!!!
call me soon js!!
i feel like bitin u!!!
gees! i miss e times wen i cld juz pick up e fone
n dial ur number noein i'd hear ur voice in e matter of seconds!
tt was such a luxury en!
i miss u!

dun worry js
i'm bringin down e blog as well
guess u dun wish to noe how i'm doin or wadsoeva
coz u had all e time in e world to fool ard wif e damn comp
and nt enuff time fr me
no worries, checkin out our blog will be the least of ur worries now

i dunoe wad i'm feelin
i guess certain days juz finds u down, empty, and aimless
maybe i'm goin thru an early life crisis, haha, maybe nth tt serious,
maybe i juz reliased tt i'm 20 alr, and it's time to self-reflect on my life
or maybe i'm juz upset wif myself coz i haven really done ath,
i've been lettin myself down, i need to do smt
start taking things seriously, and achieve wad i set out to do fr once
one step at a time, i wanna be a better person, a greater person
i need help, guidance, but most importantly
i need to help myself
maybe it's time to turn back to god
i dunoe, i feel bad tt i'm lazy to go back to him
tt i'm almost comfortable bein a backslider
maybe tt's wad tt has been naggin at me
i juz wanna acheive great things
isn't tt more of a personal interest?
wad interest does god hav fr me en?
my interest of such are superficial as compared to his i guess
i juz wanna do well in sch, get a great job, earn lotsa money,a man i can share my life with, look pretty, be happy,
i wan my loved ones to be happy too
i sound so shallow almost

i juz wanna be happy, content, and live my life that is deservin of a place in ur kingdom,
even en, it's only becoz i'm scared i'd end up in hell
sigh, help me see

i realized tt i never told u abt this song, it's still one of my favs
coz it's so hauntingly beautiful, raw, and symbolic to me

Oasis--stop crying your heart out

Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone

i rem how i used to listen to this song
on repeat on my runs durin e dec rain
the slight chill in e evening
e dampness in e air
and e rain
i can still rem e sensations so clearly
my shallow breaths
e cold winds
e warm tears
e dull ache in my chest
i'd run till the skies turned black
i'd run till there was nth left of me
and tt's wen i'd let it all out
and cry
juz cry
at our very own spot

i still love this song, even though it brings back hurtful memories,
becoz it represents smt tt i've gone thru, tt we've gone thru, and i am stronger now
i dun blame u or myself, coz i've learned to see those days as my lessons in life
and it's smt i wldn't change
but most importantly i'm thankful
i'm thankful tt i still got you,i love you

we've alr lost each other once,we're not gonna lose each other again

dearest baby!
how r u sweetheart!!
my birthday is comin!!!! wad r u gonna do fr me sweetheart!
sigh! i'll be turnin 20 soon! hahaha! we were only 17 en,teenagers! and now! we're friggin 20!!!
time is passin so quickly innit!
i love you baby! tc!! blog soon!

AHN JAE SUNG!
this blog is goin stagnant coz of ur invalid absence!
u better do smt soooooooon!
ooo! i miss u! i think i'm fallin sick!! my body feels tired and achy!! i reckon i need to slp soon! call call me soon! coz i miss you!
i miss dancin! u said tt u neva really got e chance to see me dance, fr all e times tt u managed to see me dance, wad did u feel baby? do u like seein me dance? hahah! i juz realised i neva danced so much fr u at all! i will dance fr you wen u're back k! only u!