today, i got my hair cut
she still rems you too, you noe
going back brings back so many memories
and as we traced the journey we took en,eth lil thing reminded me of you
the bus stop we squabbled at, bus 88, peach bubble tea, ben n jerrys

i miss you

i need you because i love you

I find my thoughts drifting to you unconciously,
almost inevitably, you fill my mind..
it's hard not to think abt you when eth i do reminds me of you
you used to make my heart skip a beat.
you took my breath away
i cld smile juz listenin to your voice alone.
i used to feel so alive..

Somehow,nth i do now feels right.
there's always smt amiss.
smt missing in my life
i wake up noein tt i'm spendin my day alone
sometimes i juz wanna run away and hide
cower in a corner and cry my heart out
where no one will see me, or hear me

Love is not only an emotion, it is a decision. You can't force it and can't control who you love, but when you have that connection with someone you can decide to keep it and grow it and nurture it no matter how far apart you are.

it made so much sense suddenly, you'll always be the king of my heart

i like e smell of rain.
It smells so new, and fresh.
i love walkin in e rain, it's only fun if you walk in it with abandon,
not caring if u're gonna get all wet.
i rem how we ended up freezing.
but i wanna do it all over again,wif you.

how am i suppose to think tt you care wen you're nt even bothered to write, or at least find out ur own add so i can write. dun you noe tt we need some form of communicatin,at least. you're so selfish.how am i suppose to keep waitin hearin nth from you.

i dunoe what i'm waiting fr anymore...but i'm scared if i let you go now, i'd lose the man i love e most..
but i've neva loved any other man, i've juz always believed that you're gonna be the one fr me.. i'm not too sure anymore..
i need to noe if you still love me
i dun wanna giv you up, i dun think i can love another wif such fierce intensity, such passion that consumes my entire soul, i dun think i'd be able to open up my heart so freely and love with such abandon,to love with my everything, the way i love you...i guess it's possible to hurt so badly and yet still love so deeply coz my heart still yearns for you, and with every breath i take i long juz to hav you back in my arms again

i still love you,always

My jeremiad

The quiet rustling of withered leaves beneath our feet
The crisp sound of dried leaves crushed under our weight;
It’s our favourite sound

The silent breeze in our hair,
Our thoughts carried in e wind,
I like our moments of tranquility, our comfortable pockets of silence

The warmth of our plams,
The scent at e nape of your neck,
you called me your pefect lil chin rest.
I miss our secret handshake, our sotto voce inside jokes, our secret codes...
They will never comprehend our meaningless lil gestures,
or understand the insignificant dates, numbers, places and words that mean so much to me
They will never know why i get teary-eyed for no particular reason...