Today marks the last day of work, and the beginning of my holidays and very soon, school as well.

I'll miss adrian the winnie heavyweight champ (judo!), did i tell u he'll represent spore fr sea games lei! i'll miss the cleaner aunty gok who comes every morn and noon to clear our trash,she's so nice! i think i passed my flu to her thou, i feel bad! and i'll miss the jap ladies! they're so sweet and demure wif their "hai! hai!" i'll miss teacherbow too,who fondly calls me miss erughh coz i burp alla time!! and uncle chan and his words of wisdom,he's act juz a egoistic man! oh well! how can i forget belinda my sitting buddy,and cryin buddy! she neva fails to make me feel better, and elleen who handles all my shit cases! sally juz keeps talkin on e fone! and e rest! ya ting! and sinyee! you guys left too soon! and melissa! who ask you la,keep slackin,kena fired alr! hahah! work was fun becoz of every single one of you!

did you noe tt today while i was talkin to belinda abt you, i suddenly remed tt i recorded a voice clip of you so so long ago, and as i played it, i cldn't help but smile to myself..i almost forgot how nice it was juz to hear you...and before i knew it, the tears were alr in my eyes...

When you are with me i'm free
I'm careless, i believe
Above all the others we'll fly (nt "cry" sweetheart, haha, you always make up ur own lyrics! )
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice...

it's been pretty mundane,
today feels like a boring day, with nothing to entice me, or anything i can lk forward to, save for e moment the hand strikes 615.

I'm pretty happy tt i can finally end this fri! gonna go out more! and enjoy my brief 2 wk stint before orientation camp begins! hav i told you abt my camp? well,i'm pretty excited and apprehensive abt it all at e same time. for one,i dunoe which freak i'm gonna be paired up wif fr secret partner nite, lets juz hope and pray it's a decent enuff guy fr me nt to jump bail and sms sos fr help!

it's so dead ard here, i feel pretty dead too. obliged to perform perfuntory duties mindlessly isnt exactly my definition of fun. i reckon i need to be more productive,but heck,i'm quittin this fri anyway. doesn't really matter as she has alr caught us on countless occassions skiving away! hahah, and tt wld be nt too long ago as she juz walked past in horror at my legs on e table and chattin away happily to belinda. typin this load of crap. i guess i really hav nth to do.

i feel like a loser! a sullen, bitter, emo, dolorous sourpuss!

haha! let's end on a lighter note, shall we, we all like happy endings anyway
i'm gonna join breakdancin! live my life to e fullest! giv eth a shot! laugh and scream! startin to sound like a lunatic! hahah! take up ballet/jazz!
juz learn to enjoy every moment, fr now, tt's wad u'd wan me to do! i noe!

i love you,always

i've gt immunity today, cos i'm sick!
i've come down wif a bad flu and cough!
but it's useless anyway,
coz u're nt ard to attend to my every whim and fancy.

do u still rem our sweet?
it's ricola's elderflowers

i dun like checkin the letterbox
it dampens my spirit
fouls my mood
dashes my hope
makes my heart die a lil

have you ever really loved a woman?

To really love a woman,
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside, hear every thought, see every dream,
and give her wings when she wants to fly.

And when you find yourself helpless in her arms, you know you really love a woman...

When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one,
Cause she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever..

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman,
Let her hold you - till you know how she needs to be touched,You've gotta breathe her, really taste her,till you can feel her in your blood

And when you can see your unborn children in her eyes,You know you really love a woman...

You got to give her some faith, hold her tight
A little tenderness, gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, taking good care of you
You really gotta love your woman...

Bryan Adams' have you ever really loved a woman, it's my fav song now, sing it fr me wen you get back k!

happy anniversary

i rem how i use to giv u random quiz abt all the important dates and stuff; " how long hav we been tgh??" "wad is so special abt this comin sat?" and i'd scrutinize and watch emotions play all over your face as u frantically count your fingers and ponder..do u noe wad today is??

Happy 22th mth anniversary darling =)

i bought u a book, jodi picoult's perfect match, it's abt a lil boy,nathaniel who was sexually abused, and wad his mummy will do to protect him and fight fr justice. i'm still halfway thru it,but its really touchin n nice, pretty sad too. but u'll like it, coz i like it! hahah

i love you,always

you said you'd write to wish me happpy birthday.
i'm still waiting for your letter.
e more u expect, e harder e fall, i get tt now


do u noe wad i'm into now?
i love cats, black sleek felines..meow
i'm suddenly into cheena songs; their lyrics r more meaningful
i weigh 55.4 kg and stand at 1.58 m now (i had a medical check up tday!)
i had to pee in a cup, eeky, i can't aim, u hav it easy
i had to remove my shirt n bra n put on a thin paper surgeon gown
eeky, u hav it easy too.

i definitely need to lose wt, 5 kg to be exact!

now i noe why you had to flip thru the whole stack of magazines!
thank you punti-tigu =)
k box will neva be e same without you, 我怀念的...





i wanna lie in the green fields, and feel the warmth of e sun on my skin,
the cool breeze in my hair, i miss your scent...

we're milo addicts

we get our chocolate fix frm milo dinosaurs! roar!
did u noe tt T-rex actually had legs so small n puny it had to bend downwards or smt to balance its enormous wt or risk fallin down. smt abt c.g i guess,
big body and tiny legs makes T-rex a slowpoke! (i read it somewhere)

wad is our song?

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place,
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace,
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
as It all revolves around you..
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch..
You'll always be a part of me,
I'm part of you indefinitely.
I just wanna hold you close,
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time.
Anywhere you go,let me go too
Love me, that's all I ask of you . .
If the moon had to run away
And all the stars didn't wanna play,
Don't waste the sun on a rainy day
The wind will soon blow it all away.
When the days all feel the same,
Don't feel the cold or wind or rain;
Everything will be okay.
We will meet again one day
And I will shine on for everyone

i own you! yes you!

Chocolates make me happy,
but they giv me headaches.
you always had a secret way of makin em go away~
you make me happier!
better than chocolate,brownie and chocchipcookies

As the heart grieves over what is lost,
the spirit rejoices over what is left...

makes sense innit, i still hav you, you're juz nt here wif me,tt's all
but i hav you, always in my heart

i love you! always!

Dear Jae sung,
how i wish sometimes u cld still be here,i live and dream of e day u'd come back again.
I'm still waiting fr your letter,u said u'd write, and so i'm waiting..you said u'd write to wish me
happy birthday, wad if you neva do..for like 3 mths?? and i dun hear ath frm you?? i'd hate you!
really! you suck! I think i can understand her fear, i dowan to spend my bday alone either...

I really wonder how u're copin in there now,i hope u're fine
i love you,always

you're my missing piece

Sometimes i find vision wavering, slowly blurring as tears fill my eyes...
They follow me on my solitary walks, my lonely bus rides home,
my journey through memory lane.

I wish i cld be happier too, i noe u'd wan me to be too, but it's juz too difficult, i've always had you beside me. You were always here to hold my hand, to walk with me, to hear me out on my bad days, piggyback me weneva i got too tired, buy me my fav snacks..you neva failed to make my day..

I dun like being emo either, ppl dun like emo ppl, they think they overdo it, fr attention, fr sympathy, but i'm nt lkin fr either of these..i guess it juz gets too tiring to pretend alla time tt eth is alrite, tt u're nt hurtin inside wen u really are..I dun feel truly happy anymore, even if i do, it's short lived,somehow i feel empty, it's juz nt e same anymore now tt u're gone...

i love you,always

My punti-tigu stand in bf!

I wonder how it's like fr u in there,is it really tough honey? did they bully ur dong ko mo!! i'm jokin ok darlin! hahah! nvm, u muz be strong k! fr you and fr me =)

Eva since u've been gone, claresta lock zhi ying has so graciously offered to take ur place, she's my stand in bf fr now!! but dun be jealous, no one can eva take ur place truely.. hahah! today we watched pirates 3, the movie we were suppose to catch tgh, but it's ok, we'll watch it tgh one yr frm now k..promise me this time we'd see the sunrise too...

You'll always hav my heart..(this is frm e movie!)
i love you,always

Book in...

i rem checkin my fone now and then in the grogginess of my sleep,i was waiting for your call...

You called me this morn, i noe it'd be the last time i'll be hearing your voice in a long time,coz you're booking in today...

I miss you alr, it's hard knowing that i wldn't be abe to talk to you juz as i wan to,noeing that the weneva my phone rings it's nt gonna be you calling me anymore..i miss you

i've decided to be strong fr us, for our love, you muz be strong too pupbear!

I'm only lking forward to your letter now...
i love you,always

i still miss you..

I rem how u used to ask me every sun nite wad we ate at my popo's house..
today we ate spaghetti and nasi lemak wif your favourite chicken wings!!! i can almost hear you going "you suck,always get to eat good food!" i wonder wad e food will be like in there fr you,i hope it's nice enuff fr you,you muz eat k,and take good care of yourself fr me
i miss you,i'm still waiting fr your call
i love you,always

i miss you..

Today is day one,the day after u left me...
i woke up to ur call today, it was the best thing i've eva heard, your voice. liestening to you,fr a moment, i almost believe u're still here, and tt our conversation will take us thru the nite till we're both too slpy to talk any longer,juz like how we used to..