i'm suddenly worried abt so many things, how i'd do fr my exams n all
i found a job,thou i'm nt really lkin forward to it
wad if i'm holdin on for all the wrong reasons
wad if i'm holdin on becoz of my belief that my first love will be my true love and only love
wad if the only reason i'm holdin is becoz i dowan to believe that i've been wrong abt the one
wad if i'm holdin on becoz it's less painful than lettin you go

it'd be painful to let you go
but it's tiring to keep holdin on

why do you choose to ignore the fact that i'm hurtin
how can you turn the other cheek noeing that i'm upset
i've tried telling you on so many occassions, the letters that i write, dun you see? i'm neva happy
you dun hear the sadness once the line is dead, you dun feel the pain behind my words
wad can i do to make you see, to make you understand

what i've always believed in love, you've dismissed as nothing.
i've always believed in the one, it's eth i've eva envisioned love to be.
i'm not thinkin too much, it hurts to noe that i may hav never been the one for you,
all ur previous reassurances are naught but a subterfuge.
a love built on two different ideas of love.

how do i continue waiting for a man who will find the one eventually, the one who isn't me

baby, i dreamt of you...
i woke up believin you were back again
i noe it sounds dumb
but ya, i miss you
i hav tests and exams comin up,sighh..
i'm juz wishin time would pass quickly
and tt each passing moment would only bring you closer to me
i miss you
it's alr november,but sometimes time can't seem to pass fast enuff for me
i love you so so much
but why is it that i can't help feelin insecure
so unsure
almost lost
make me believe
help me believe