You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
this quote will always mean something to the both of us, remember how we fought over the one, it made me realise then tt the one doesn't just magically appear before your eyes fufilling all your needs, wants and desires. but rather you grow to love the one..it took the both of us so long to see it didn't we darlin, but i'm gald we finally did..
Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands, Honour to love you
Still I wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look I can't describe, You make me feel like I'm alive, When everything else is au fait, Without a doubt you're on my side, Heaven has been away too long, Can't find the words to write this song, Oh... Your love,
Still I wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind,
Now I have come to understand, The way it is, It's not a secret anymore, 'cause we've been through that before, From tonight I know that you're the only one, I've been confused and in the dark, Now I understand,
its my favourite song now.. and u're like my star darlin baby, always there fr me do u noe tt stars are always up in e sky, juz becoz you dun see them it doesn't mean they're not there, they're juz more obvious so in the night so juz becoz you're not here fr me now, i noe you're always there fr me too guidin me wen it gets dark, and wen life gets me down and i'll just be like a star across your sky always shining for you only
i hope u're checkin in regularly!!! coz its a special day today!! its our anniversary!! happy anniversary sweetheart, how ironic is it tt i was preechin to u juz not long ago abt lesson no 1.be it the good times or e bad times we muz stand by each other, coz i almost forgot abt it like an hr ago and sent u those horrid emails! sorry sweetheart! but i rem em now! so for better or worse, i'll stand by you, the only man i'll love in this lifetime... i love you darlin, always
hahah! so lesson no. 2 wld be to make sure tt lesson no 1 is carried out first! before movin on to the third lesson! hahah!!
it's not the breakin up that hurts, but the process of truly lettin go..
i could only imagine her pain, the pain that was not too long ago almost as familiar, and too close to heart. but all that's left of it is its lingerin scent, a scent that seems too far in my past now, till today.
i know what it feels like to wonder to yourself when things wld eva be the same again, to question the day you could think of him and not find tears in your eyes, to seek for the answers that only time could tell..and only to find yourself asking again when would that time be..
it's a viscious cycle that you find yourself entangled in. you could fool yourself into thinkin you're fine for days, for weeks, or even months on ends,only to find yourself back at square one, where it still hurts the same, where the pain feels like it hasn't subsided one bit, the wound that still leaves you so achingly raw,ripped open and vulnerable.
i never had the chance to walk out of it myself, coz you came back for me, and for that i'm thankful. so i can only imagine how she muz still be tryin so hard to free herself from this painful entanglement of dispair,and hope. and how much it still hurts her,as it came back to haunt her again, this fateful night.
hahaah! i noe! i noe!! u mentioned tt i bastard u in e email so u cld indirectly tell babylove tt u check e blog too rite, coz there isn't any entry, so tt's e only way to notify me tt u've read my entries! im full!! and wad is next mon??
hahaah! first things first, i didn't noe jaesung checked our blog on a frequent basis! so i assumed u hav not read my lastest post!!! hahah! pardon me for making such an assumption as i only assumed u checked as frequent as u blogged.jkin darlin! HAHAHAAH! ooo darlin baby! wad wld i do without u! juz wad wld babylove do without her pupbear..
i told u told me that u updated the blog?! but that was like so long ago?? n u had the cheeks to tell me that u updated it? nvm. i'll slap u when i get back! or u better blog more! and u still promised. that u will graduate with hons. keep it.
hhaha! u dun get why i'm waiting for you? becoz u're my everything too, and i am incomplete without you, so i'll keep waiting, coz only you can complete me.. baby, if the situation is reversed, wld u wait for me too?? well, maybe its becoz i noe you can't call me or write to me often, so i dun see a point in gettin upset over smt u hav no control over, its pointless really but it wld be a lie to say tt it didn't upset me in e past, but rather than mope ard fr the calls and emails tt dun come, i've learnt to reap happiness from the calls and emails tt i've received, albeit them being very sporadic and random, but when i do get them , it really makes my day!! maybe u can't unravel the enigma of true love yet, coz u dun possess em? geez! isnt tt bad!! it means u dun love me like true love yet!!?? oh no, am i thinkin too much again?? pls let me know! hahah!
i'm online now and you're not home yet. and your phone's off. sher tells me to write you an email ya. hahahahahaha~~ she REMINDS me to write you an email. how nice is tat?! but ya~ i jus dun feel like writing an email so i'm here writing on our blog! and guess what. u bastard me?! it is always a pleasant surprise to see an entry on our blog. but i leave the blog with disappointment MOST of the time becos our princess doesn't feel the need to blog! it's getting cold around here now. my hands are so cold now honey.. winter's just around the corner ya. i have like 7 months left now honey. time flies eh. and the most important thing is that u waited for me till now. it's like unbelievable ya. i wonder sometimes.. what do you see in me that you're waiting for me? it's not like i can see you every other week. call you every other day. honestly, we never get to talk to each other much. and u arent throwing much tantrums at me for not calling often enuff and stuff. although u arent sending me any letters nowadays! (i'm jus jking here) i just wanna thank you for waiting for me ya. no one likes to wait. hahahaha~~ i get so angry when i had to wait for u for like an hour and stuff. i feel sorry now la! eeyer! u're jus so special? fantastic? wonderful? nice? i dunno honey! u're everything! my everything! i love you loads and i'm always thankful for everything that u have sacrificed for me. and sorry too. i always feel thankful and apologetic because u always give me ur everything even when i did not. u're the walking evidence of true love honey! albeit u not willing to die for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha~~ that was a joke too honey! i love u so so so much!
i dunoe wen u'd be readin this, since its been stagnant fr so long, thanks to ajs's non existent contributions..haha, ok i shan't bastard you on OUR blog, hahahaha!
oh darlin, juz wen i thot i cldn't love you any more than i alr do now somehow i stil find myself fallin deeper every single time, it's amazing how you make fallin in love with you so easy
i'm still fallin in love with you, every single day
lets stay tt way, you and me, fall in love with me baby, till e end of time
