it's been rainin a lot lately
it's the rainy season again
the brewing storms
the overcast skies
the gloomy weather

i dunoe wad i'm feelin either
i haven been feelin ath in particular
maybe i've managed to keep thots of you at bay
maybe i've managed to numb myself
i dunoe, i didn't cry wen you didn't call yest, maybe i'm learnin to expect disappoinments
i really dunoe
am i learnin to move on?
am i learnin to let go?
or hav i simply stopped feelin?