hol's been boring!
its mundane
almost routined boring
im trying to find stuff to fill these endless pockets of boredom
i've watched like almost every possible sitcom, serial.
it's times like these i juz wish you were back here,
only for e selfish purpose of keepin me entertained.

you noe how frens abandon frens wen they get attached!
hp is doin that to me now! but i can hardly blame her wen i hav
personally advocated such behaviour on my own frens 3 years ago!
i can only be thankful that those frens are still my frens now 3 years down e rd, so i shd be patient wif that currently crazily in love hp stuck in a bubble of new found love and euphoria, i'll juz wait for tt bubble to burst! oh no, i'm not like tryin to rain on her parade or smt thou i'm really startin to sound like an over possessive gal fren now, but tts not true! its juz tt i dun really like mr yeo u noe! he's startin to giv me bad vibes!
n i find it particularly annoyin wen she tries to be shady and hide things from us u noe! i dunoe why she's like bein so secretive! i rem how i rang up claresta and texted my other girlies,yes janice included, wen we shared our first kiss! LOL!
i dunoe why she feels like she has to hide from us!! we're like her best gal frens! we helped the two of them get tgh! the least she cld hav done was repay us wif well-deserved gossip material! of which u wld gladly and eagerly pry from me coz i hav a bitchy galfren for a boyfren! but i think we suit each other juz fine liddat!
speakin of which, gossipin serves as a common platform for ppl to bond,coz wen ppl gossip about others they feel a personal connection wif their fellow nosey gossiper, and gossipin doesnt have to mean vicious stab in your back, two sided bitchyness speadin malicious rumors, no! haha! i'm juz tryin to justify gossipin, so its really juz inevitable, its like part of social communication and interaction! its like part of hi, how are you lately, insert , see ya ard, bye, everyone gossips, even liars gossip, they juz lie abt not gossipin! in fact gossipin is the best way to tell the person u're gossipin wif that i trust you so i'm sharin this valuable information wif you, and tt makes him/her feel exclusively special for tt brief mmt, of which he/she can go on to share tt privilege wif someone else! so gossipin really is like a universal soroity! it doesnt pract prejudices or
exclusitivty, save for the subject of the gossip. HAhahaha! but i'd still like to think tt wen i gossip i'm juz sharin my personal opinion wif ppl who can choose to or not to take my stand, i'm not exactly brainwashin peeps wif e intent to harbour animosity! so where is the evil in gossipin?? we're all juz tryin to preach our perceived version of the truth! and theres really no one to blame when the truth itself is a huge grey area, almost too vast tt another lengthy debate on it wld fail or take foreva to explain either. so yeah, gossipin is a grey area, present, and essential as the grey matter is vital to all our us. LOL