dearest darlin old boy,

i reckon e only time u would be readin this is moments before bookin in, i noe the dread, the nagging feelin...but u wld be fine, look how far u've come now, u're made it this far alr old boy,all the times u went thru shit, the cold! they're nth! u can do it! u can! coz u're old boy now! no longer my baby! but my old boy!! i love you my old boy! i love you to bits!!!
i'm thankful, thankful for everything, dun eva put urself down if u hav hurt me, its all in e past now, and how would i eva noe wad joy feels like if i've never experienced pain? i wld neva noe laughter without sadness, and love without hate...
so be grateful for everything, and i am..i am grateful that we hav e opportunity to right our wrong, to learn from our mistakes, i noe tt we're both not the perfect or best of lovers, i hav my stubborn flaws and so do u..but love really is juz learnin how to love an inperfect person perfectly isnt it baby..we're still learnin and takin baby steps..keep running, keep holdin my hand, so we dun get separated( haha! i rem u doin e runnin action on e bus ride home juz now wen we were listenin to e runnin song! u're so cute pupbear!! i'll miss all your cute goofy ways! all e stoopid stuff we do tgh! the stoopid dares we do by playin pahwee bahwee boo! hahahaha)

we hav really come this far, its amazin isnt it darlin...time will past in a flurry and u'd be back in my arms once more..this time we'd have all the time to heal tgh, to be strong tgh, to make it up to each other and to juz love each other...i see your love for me wen u look me in the eyes,it's almost like u can look right into my soul, my heart and noe how much i love you too..the way ur eyes twinkle wen u're lookin at me, and ur smile juz takes my breath away..i will miss you darlin, as always, so please do take good care of urself and dun make babylove worry ok, dun anyhow jump here n there, the snow will start to melt so it will be really slippery, be careful alrite baby,and take good care of ur health for me, stay warm and stay safe till u come back safely to me

i love you darlin,
jus noe tt no matter wad happens, we'll make it thru
somehow after all e shit we've been thru, i really do think its right wen u say tt we're like veterens, there's juz nth too huge or too tough for us to handle anymore
jus as long as we stay tgh..

lovealways
babylove =)
*hugs my baby! and gives him all my warmth!*