jaesung,
i'm so scared, i've never felt so horrible before
i'm looking forward to ur call and yet i'm so afriaid i'd rather u not call at all
coz i'm so scared, scared tt u'd tell me we can't try, tt we can't work things out
i'm fervently hopin, i keep hopin that wadeva you're gonna tell me, tt i'd be able to convince you, that wen we end that phone conversation tonite, u'll tell me we can work things out.
coz if u're gonna tell me tt it will juz havta end, i dun think i can accept tt, i dunoe how many phonecalls i'd need before i can finally move on, why, why does it havta be liddat, why did i havta make it so hard, i really hope jaesung, tt u'd say we can work things out, coz i can't handle ath else, i can't, i can't