its been a while hasnt it?
a while since we last did smt tgh
a while since we both made e effort to make it all worthwhile
i noe we're both gonna try..
but i cant help but feel the both of u slippin thru my fingers
and i'm tryin so hard to keep you within my grasp,
i can't help but feel selfish
that i'm not being fair to anyone
the guilt is eatin at me, one day it will consume me,
and i might end up losin the man i love so dearly
i do not noe wad i want anymore
this riot of conflictin emotions are cloudin my judgement
blurrin my faith, shroudin my mind
i wish for you to be happy
i love you too much that losin u will only be too painful
but are we doin ath? i'm afraid that we're both too afraid to admit it, that we may hav actually given up a long time ago.
that wad we're holdin on to is juz a love that once burned so brightly
but we're slowly dyin, dimmering, fadin..
i wish i knew
i wish i had all e answers
i wish u knew too
then u'd be able to tell me now, tell me wad i really want coz i really don't noe anymore